All of the pain is yours. All of the hatred is yours. All of the love and kindness, that might save this world, is yours.
















I find myself in the position of having spent a great deal of time trying to piece together some odd thoughts and some conventional basic knowledge. One of the conclusions I’ve come to repeatedly over the years, is that we can occasionally recognize that our own tiny personal little world should not necessarily believe that it owns credit for any particular accomplishment, with respect to originality. If this book is right, the Universe wrote it. We would conclude that it has written, and will write, an endless supply of versions of it, within itself; by beings who all think they’re you.


Though the beepers and this book are not a direct product of a corporation or institution of learning, they are a product of indirect influences, primarily through books, from many people who have lived in those circles. The bibliography is not a complete listing of those influences, over the past 25 years — it is a list of those sources which I feel have played a more significant role in shaping this philosophy. In particular, I would like to thank Donald Hebb, Richard Feynman, Patricia Churchland, Albert Einstein, and Mr. Stakkestad — the best math teacher in the Universe.
















Cedar, J.G. (1968). A Short Course in Calculus. Worth Publishers, Inc. 68-55362

Davis, P.J. (1965). The Mathematics of Matrices. Blaisdell Publishing Company. 64-24818

Peter, R. (1957). Playing With Infinity. General Publishing Company, Ltd. IBN: 0-486-23265-4

Protter, M.H. and Morrey Jr, C.B. (1967). Calculus for College Students. Addison-Wesley Publishing Company. 67-13402

Swokowski, E.W. (1967). Algebra and Trigonometry. 67-11929



Asimov, I. (1966) The Neutrino. Avon. IBN: 0-380-00483-6

Bennet, C. H., Brassard, G., Ekert, A. K. (October 1992). Quantum Cryptography. Scientific American.

Bova, B. (1969). In Quest of Quasars. Macmillan Publishing Co., Inc. 77-83062

Charon, J. (1970). Cosmology. McGraw-Hill. 73-77023

Davies, P. C. W., Brown, J. (1988). Superstrings: A Theory of Everything? Cambridge University Press. IBN: 0-521-35462-5 hard covers IBN: 0-521-35741-1 paperbackz

Einstein, A. (1938). The Evolution of Physics. Simon & Schuster. IBN: 0-671-20156-5

Feynman, R.P. (1985). QED. Princeton University Press.IBN: 0-691-02417-0

French, A.P. (1966). Special Relativity. W.W. Norton & Company, Inc. 68-12180

Gamow, G. (1947). One Two Three... Infinity. Bantam Books 553.05917.125

Gamow, G. (1962). Gravity. Doubleday Anchor. 62-8840

Gribbin, J. (1977). White Holes. Dell Publishing Co., Inc. IBN: 0-440-59521-5

Hargreaves F.J. (1948). The Size of the Universe. Pelican/ Penguin Books Ltd. A193

Hawking, S.W. (1988). A Brief History of Time. Bantam.

Hoffmann, B. (1947). The Strange Story of the Quantum. Dover Publications, Inc. SBN: 486-20518-5

Hoyle, F. (1975). Astronomy and Cosmology. W.H. Freeman and Company. IBN: 0-7167-0351-3

Huffer, C.M., Trinklein, F.E., Bunge, M. (1967). An Introduction to Astronomy. Holt, Rinehart and Winston, Inc. 67-11813

Jones, G.O., Rotblat, J., Whitrow, G.J. (1956). Atoms and the Universe. Pelican/ Penguin Books, Ltd. IBN: 0-1402.1551-4

Orear, J. (1961). Fundamental Physics. John Wiley & Sons, Inc. 66-26754

Pierce, J.R. (1974). Almost All About Waves. MIT Press IBN: 0-262-16055-2

Reichenbach, H. (1958). The Philosophy of Space & Time. Dover Publications, Inc. SBN: 486-60443-8

Resnick, R., Halliday, D. (1960). Physics. John Wiley & Sons, Inc. 60-6455

Robertson ben Abraham, K. (1975). The New Gravity. Bozo Faust A-623283

Schatzman, E.L. (1968). The Structure of the Universe. McGraw-Hill 67-22981

Taylor, J.G. (1973). Black Holes. Avon Books. IBN: 0-380-00327-9

Toben, B. (1975). Space-Time and Beyond. E.P. Dutton and Co., Inc. IBN: 0-525-47399-8

White, S.E. (1940). The Unobstructed Universe. E.P. Dutton & Co., Inc. D 42



Sienko, M.J., Plane, R. A. (1957). Chemistry. McGraw-Hill. 65-27301



Braitenberg, V. (1984). Vehicles. MIT Press.

Braitenberg, V., Schuz, A. (1991). Anatomy of the Cortex — Statistics and Geometry. Springer-Verlag. IBN: 3-540-53233-1 IBN: 0-387-53233-1

Churchland, P. S. (1986). Neurophilosophy. MIT Press. IBN: 0-262-53085-6 (paperback) 0-262-03116-7 (hardcover)

Churchland, P. S., Sejnowski, T. J. (1992). The Computational Brain. MIT Press. IBN: 0-262-03188-4

Damasio, A. R., Damasio, H. (September 1992). Brain and Language. Scientific American.

Fischbach, G.D. (September 1992). Mind and Brain. Scientific American.

Gershon, E. S., Rieder, R. O. (September 1992). Major Disorders of Mind and Brain. Scientific American.

Goldman-Rakic, P. S. (September 1992). Working Memory and the Mind. Scientific American.

Kandel, E. R., Hawkins, R. D. (September 1992). The Biological Basis of Learning and Individuality. Scientific American.

Kimura, D. (September 1992). Sex Differences in the Brain. Scientific American.

Lorenz, K. (1963). On Aggression. Bantam/Harcourt, Brace & World. RM 4287 MATRIX.

Morris, D. (1967). The Naked Ape. Dell Publishing Co., Inc. 6266

Pelczar Jr., M. J., Reid, R. D. (1958). Microbiology. McGraw-Hill. 64-16297

Selkoe, D. J. (September 1992). Aging Brain, Aging Mind. Scientific American.

Shatz, C. J. (September 1992). The Developing Brain. Scientific American.

Simpson, G. G., Pittendrigh, C. S., Tiffany, L. H. (1957). Life. Harcourt, Brace and Company, Inc. (e.2.60)

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Zeki, S. (September 1992). The Visual Image in Mind and Brain. Scientific American.



Bloom, F. E. (1985). Brain, Mind and Behavior. W. H. Freeman.

Brown, B. B. (1974). New Mind, New Body. Bantam/ Harper& Row, Publishers, Inc. 553 06346 250

Brown, B. B. (1977). Stress and the Art of Biofeedback. Harper & Row Publishers. IBN: 0-06-010544-5

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Fromm, E. (1968). The Revolution of Hope. Bantam/ Harper & Row, Publishers, Inc. N4187

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Gaarder, K. R., Montgomery, P. S. (1977). Clinical Biofeedback: A Procedural Manual. The Williams & Wilkins Company. IBN: 0-683-03400-6

Green, E., Green, A. (1977). Beyond Biofeedback. Delacorte Press / Seymour Lawrence. IBN: 0-440-00583-3

Hebb, D. O. (1966). A Textbook of Psychology. W. B. Saunders Company. 66-12415

Kagan, J., Havemann, E. (1968). Psychology — An Introduction. Harcourt, Brace & World, Inc. 68-11245

Karlins, M., Andrews, L. M. (1972). Biofeedback. Warner Books, Inc. 79-39759

Koffka, K. (1935). Principles of Gestalt Psychology. Harbinger/Harcourt, Brace & World, Inc. H 059

Lawrence, J. (1972). Alpha Brain Waves. Avon 72-186923

Maslow, A. H. (1962). Toward a Psychology of Being. D. Van Nostrand Company, Inc. 68-30757

Maslow, A. H. (1966). The Psychology of Science — A Reconnaissance. Gateway/Henry Regnery Co. 66-11479

Olton, D. S., Noonberg, A. R. (1980). Biofeedback Clinical Applications in Behavioral Medicine. Prentice-Hall, Inc. IBN: 0-13-076315-2

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Significant Psychological Influences

Some of these influences have played a larger role in shaping this philosophy, than did many of the books listed.

My Children.

My Cat and Dog.

My Wife, Family and Friends.

My Teachers, and Society in general.

The Beatles, and a great deal of other Art.

Me... introspection of thought and behavior.

My best friend, the Universe; and my desire to better understand it. It built me, it will disassemble me; and, in the interim, it taught me everything I think, including why.



Bucke, R. M. (1901). Cosmic Consciousness. E. P. Dutton and Company, Inc.,1969. D245

Hesse, H. (1951). Siddhartha. New Directions Publishing Corporation. ND Paperbook 65

Herrigel, E. (1953). Zen. McGraw-Hill. 59-11957

Plato (386 B.C.). Great Dialogues of Plato. Rouse, W. H. D., Warmington, E. H., Rouse, P. G. (1956). Mentor/ The New American Library, The New English Library Limited 56-7927

Ryle, G. (1949). The Concept of Mind. Barnes & Noble, Inc. BN 251, L.C.: 59-14155

Sartre, Jean-Paul (1953). Being and Nothingness. Washington Square Press, Inc. 48388

Schrodinger, E. (1944). What is Life? Cambridge University Press. CAM 397

Talbot, M. (1991). The Holographic Universe. Harper Collins Publishers.

Watts, A. This Is It.

Wilber, M. (1969). My philosophy journal. (Unpublished)

Wilber, M. (1976). The philosophy in my biofeedback instrument flier.



Andrews, M. (1986). Commodore 128 Assembly Language Programming. Howard W. Sams & Co. IBN: 0-672-22541-7

A.R.R.L. (1976, 1990) The Radio Amateur’s Handbook. A.R.R.L. 41-3345, IBN: 0-87259-167-0

Bierman, H., Beirman, M. (1973). Color Television. Hayden Book Company, Inc. IBN: 0-8104-5929-9 0-8104-5930-2

Buchsbaum, W. H. (1973). Buchsbaum’s Complete Handbook of Practical Electronic Reference Data. Prentice-Hall. IBN: 0-13-084616-3

Bukstein, E. J. (1970). Questions & Answers About Medical Electronics. Howard W. Sams & Co., Inc. 76-143033

Cook, A. B., Liff, A. A. (1968). Frequency Modulation Receivers. Prentice-Hall, Inc. 68-20857

Commodore Business Machines, Inc. (1982). Commodore 64 Programmer’s Reference Guide. Commodore Business Machines, Inc. and Howard W. Sams & Co., Inc.

Commodore Business Machines, Inc. (1986). Commodore 128 Programmer’s Reference Guide. Bantam Books, Inc. IBN: 0-553-34292-4

Cooper, W. D. (1974). Solid State Devices: Analysis and Application. Reston Publishing Company, Inc. IBN: 0-87909-774-4

Cowles, L. G. (1976). A Sourcebook of Modern Transistor Circuits. Prentice-Hall. IBN: 0-13-823419-1

Englisch, L. (1984). The Advanced Machine Language Book For the Commodore 64. Data Becker/ Abacus Software. IBN: 0-916439-06-2

Gothmann, W. H. (1977). Digital Electronics An Introduction To Theory and Practice. Prentice-Hall. IBN: 0-13-212217-0

Hilburn, J. L. , Julich, P. M. (1976). Microcomputers / Microprocessors: Hardware, Software, and Applications. Prentice-Hall. IBN: 0-13-580969-X

Hinton, G. E. (September 1992). How Neural Networks Learn from Experience. Scientific American.

Horowitz, M. (1968). Practical Design With Transistors. Howard W. Sams & Co., Inc. 68-9375

Jacobson, B., Webster, J. G. (1977). Medicine and Clinical Engineering. Prentice-Hall. IBN: 0-13-572966-1

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Lancaster, D. E. (1969). RTL Cookbook. Howard W. Sams & Co., Inc. 71-75669

Lancaster, D. (1974). TTL Cookbook. Howard W. Sams & Co., Inc. IBN: 0-672-21035-5

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Marcus, A., Lenk, J. D. (1973). Computers for Technicians. Prentice-Hall. IBN: 0-13-166181-7

Melen, R., Garland, H. (1971). Understanding IC Operational Amplifiers. Howard W. Sams & Co., Inc. IBN: 0-672-20855-5

Metzger, D. L. (1975). Electronic Circuit Behavior. Prentice-Hall. IBN: 0-13-250381-6

Motorola Inc. (1982). RF Data Manual. Motorola Inc.

National Semiconductor (1973, 1977, 1980, 1986). Linear Applications Handbooks. National Semiconductor Corporation.

National Semiconductor (1973, 1977, 1980, 1988) Linear Databooks. National Semiconductor Corporation.

National Semiconductor (1981, 1988). CMOS Databooks. National Semiconductor Corporation.

Pooch, U. W., Chattergy, R. (1979). Designing Microcomputer Systems. Hayden Book Company, Inc. IBN: 0-8104-5679-6

Thomas, H. E. (1974). Handbook of Biomedical Instrumentation and Measurement. Reston Publishing Company, Inc. / Prentice-Hall. IBN: 0-87909-323-4

Turner, R. P. (1970). ABC’s of FET’s. Howard W. Sams & Co., Inc. 77-122963

van Camp, D. (September 1992). Neurons for Computers. Scientific American.

Yanick Jr., S. F. (1978). The Application of Signal Processing Concepts to Hearing Aids. Grune & Stratton / Harcourt Brace Jovanovich, Publishers. IBN:0-8089-1106-6